What A Monday

Work just ended and it's the 1st Monday in a while that made me feel shitty. First I left for work on time but the bus just had to be a bitch and arrived way late. Then it happened again when I headed out for lunch alone. The thing about buses is that they're inconsistent & I really hate waiting, so I've never liked taking the bus unless it's a long ride & I get to sit down with my thoughts. I lost my appetite to the crazy heat so I threw my lunch down the bin. 7pm I still have work pending but Shally insist that I must leave if not the ghosts will get me when I'm all alone. I was just 2 steps away from the exit when a giant lizard crawled out of nowhere, past Shally & right towards me and I fucking fucking stepped on it. So that was a dramatic way to end it off.
But I'm thankful towards the people in the office who knew I wasn't myself today. They gave me space when I was facing the walls of my desk with a tissue in hand & came to my table for random chats when I was not typing emails away. The only good thing that has happened to me today was a golden seat in the jam packed bus otw home. I'm mentally drained from everything responsible I've become too numb to fight anymore. What I'm gonna say next I've always felt that it's too overrated to use but nothing else can describe my situation better right now so,
Fuck.my.life.
It can really not get any worse.

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