Debs brought me to JB for dinner along with her friends because I have NEVER had loklok my whole life ahah. The amount of food we ordered was insane, and insanely cheap. Followed by the longest car wash ever and meanwhile debs & I fed a poor kitty cat meow.
Yesterday I got another load off my chest talking to Jo but at the same time, a few others weighed me down so bad. A soon to be 21 year old shouldn't be going thru this..
With every aspect of life failing me terribly, I'm still trying hard to stay strong.
Estranged family(but I know mom still loves me best), unbearable work, a failed friendship that has gone way past its expiration date.
I think of the few people who are still here with me thru every step and I strive to be better.
It's time I put my words to action.
Tears don't mean I'm losing, I'll find the piece that I'm missing.
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